i'm not really sure how to feel now. i'm all nervous and everything, but i don't really have any reason to be.it's not like i'd have a shot at a final, much less a medal. all i really want out of this meet is to hit my targets. but with a)my knee unexpectedly hurting now and b)my training sessions in the past two months being really crappy, i can't really expect to do very well. but that's all i'm asking for: to do well by my standards. not anybody else's, just mine, because my standards for myself are probably higher than what anyone can set me. and you just can't help hoping that things would go well, even though you know they won't.