have you ever felt how it was like to be unable to breathe when you swim? let me explain this to you. you swim. you breathe in. but no matter how deeply you breath, it feels like no air's going to your lungs; your lungs don't even feel like they're inflating. and it's not getting better because you're already putting in as much effort as you can into the set and normally, you'd already be tired and breathless. this just makes it even worse. you get even more tired, cause it feels like you're getting no oxygen. you feel like you're drowning, because even though you're breathing, it feels like you're trapped underwater. have you ever felt like that before? bet you haven't right? so don't effing accuse me of not putting the effort. i already told you i couldn't breathe and you should know, after 5 years, that i get affected by hazes, especially hazes as bad as these. i'm trying my damned hardest to do your times and you're not making it easier by yelling at me and accusing me of slacking off. screw you.