[hyperventilates] it starts today. i have two more days. TWO MORE DAYS. that's 48 hours. that's 2880 minutes. holy crap. [hyperventilates more] i can't think about it. it drives me nuts. i'm 7th for my 200 and the people who're in front of me are all japanese. nice.

but one thing to be relatively happy about, is that i got new suits! i actually got two, one koz and one aquaforce. but both were in the wrong sizes. so today, my mum went to get the right sizes. and yknow what? they gave me four suits instead! hahahahah. so not only did they not take the wrong sizes back, they gave me four extra suits. but they're still not the right size cause i wear an xs and they're all s, so hopefully it fits okay cause kevin wears an s. so i definitely can't wear an s. and i'm kinda worried about my LZR elite. like water just gushes in like a waterfall from the top of my suit. and then it gets pulled out and i get dragged back. kinda like when you wear a loose costume to swim and it feels like drags. so idk about it. is it a wrong size or is there something wrong? cause my illegal LZRs were 24s as well and it didn't have any problems. sigh.

i'm drowning under all my homework. next wednesday, i have chinese, math and social studies exams. yep, all in one day. so i'm trying to figure out how to finish all my studying and homework by today. cause i can't do it once the meet starts. gah.